Disappointing baby appointment...

Well, my check-up for baby Mason didn't go fantastically this week. I'm sure it's my hormones running wild making me feel so negative about the news, but irregardless... I'm seriously bumming. First off, I was scheduled for my appointment on Monday over my lunch break. I got there and the doctor was running 2 hours behind so I had to reschedule. My emotions ran wild and I practically left there in tears disgusted at a physician's ability to keep people waiting that long. I never leave my patient's wait for me, afterall, what makes her so special? I held off the tears until I got to my car and called Scott to air my grievances about the doctor's lack of respect for her patients. I was, luckily, squeezed in for an appointment yesterday and saw the midwife. Good news is baby's heart beat is strong as ever in the 150's and baby is super active. The bad news is baby is still in an oblique position. He is taking his sweet time moving into birthing position. I'm completely freaking out as my time before labor is dwindling and I want to avoid a c-section at all costs. I did what every educated medical professional tells you not to do. I went to Google. I ran a search for "baby oblique at 37 weeks" and while it said that it is possible for babies to move into position before d-day, often at this point there isn't much change in their position because they don't have much wiggle room, resulting in a necessary c-section. I just want to cry. I want to cry alot. Hoping Mr. Mason decides to do some acrobatics in there soon and get where he needs to be. I just can't imagine 6 weeks post delivery not being able to pick up Adalyn and being home alone with two babes. I'm a ball of stress and nerves right now and can't shake the cloud hanging over me....